Today I am sitting at Walter Baker waiting for Lil' Man to complete his swimming lesson. Apparently today is parents day an I was not informed as I was at work two weeks ago during his lesson.
To be quite honest I am glad I had no prior knowledge of parents day. I have no other excuse to tell my son other than I didn't know? Even if I knew about today I would not be in the water with my son as much as I'd want to be.
In the past year I've gained 40 pounds. I gain weight when I'm stressed and it takes forever to come off. Despite the fact that I eat properly and I run 5k daily, I've only lost a total of five whopping pounds since January.
My self esteem is crap since I used to weight 250 three years ago and a year ago March weighed 165 and now I'm back up to 200.
Last summer I didn't even fit into my swim suit and now I know for sure it won't even make it half way on. :(
I just wish my body did what I wanted it to. Don't you? If it did, we all have perfect hair, perfect teeth and a nice stretch mark free body.
What is the one thing that you'd like to change about yourself if you could?
What would I change if I could? Probably my shoe size. I have very large feet! Size 10, and I daresay they might even be an 11 in some shoes because they're getting BIGGER. Argh. It makes it so hard to shop.
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